The Metamorphosis

2010-05-20T09:38:00.000-07:00

Untitled by kenny85 featuring Vivienne Westwood Anglomania coats

Items in this set:
Vivienne westwood anglomania coats BLACK, 520 GBP
Strapless Orchid Twist swimsuit, $245
240 CARESSE Stockings, $42
HOSIERY, LINGERIE & GLOVES Ladies Fancy Dress Long Temptress Gloves -..., 4.99 GBP
LANVIN - PATENT AND MATELAS PLEXI HEEL SANDALS, 810 EUR

2010-05-19T08:33:00.001-07:00

Welcome to Polyvore! by kenny85 featuring Jimmy Choo bags

Items in this set:
BALMAIN Jacket, 3.755 EUR
Drape Pocket Hareem Trousers, $80
Charlotte Olympia Margo Leather Pumps with Platform, 635 GBP
Chandra wet-look suede clutch, $1,495
Longchamp Paris Scarf, $165

2009-05-02T01:04:00.000-07:00

i realized updating your blog using a laptop is so much more thrilling. It feels contented and it ought to be that way.

I have an online friend, and we only met up once out of spontaneity in Melbourne. He is kinda special as we know how each other looked like but never had a chance for further catch up/ bonding. But behind the computer screen, we are each other's aunt agony as we came from type A family, living in a mentally abusive environment.
He is J and i literally call him that when we chat via the messenger. To be honest, i have forgotten how does he looked like nowadays, what's left to me is his 183cm silhouette and the way his brow arches when he talks.

I always judge whoever i first talked to and most of the time they are negative impressions. Either the person is weird, boring fake etc. My idea of J was the classic stuck up asian that does not care about anything else other than making more money, always contribute his 101% regardless of his aussie laid back colleagues / company. But he does play a good role advising me about job hunting, and being angry with me when i declined a good job offer in Penang. Kudos for that.

I used to feel sorry for him as i viewed him as a no-lifer, and his works are just an anesthesia for him to avoid the reality that there are so much more than that. I always tell him :" dude, you are too harsh on yourselves", and he admit it.

Yesterday, he poured out everything, i don't know if he cried. ( of course i secretly hope so )
He started complaining about his job, not able to cope over his work, problems with his family and the role he acts in his life. Not saying that i hate reading what he typed to me but It was so depressing and i was affected. Plus with some big fat slaps of reality regarding my future older days from one of my posse yesterday, i was so closed of going to bed early, depressed and missed my favorite Taiwanese talk show during midnight. ( fuckers)

I am just gonna skip the details but basically there are lots of expectations from both of our parents and i have to admit, his case is way worse than i am.
what is the best mitigation for this , we chatted and couldn't find a way out but i am sure sitting down and being diplomatic with them is not an option.
What we did for the past 20 years was avoiding talking to them but just nodding to what they said. Spoiling them with the fact that whatever they do / decide "are for our own good" ( quote from a singaporean movie "i not stupid" )

Don't get me wrong, i heart chatting with J despite my initial negative judgments on his personality. Maybe he loves chatting to me likewise, maybe not and i don't care. But having a mysterious (kinda) guy to chat / vent to is something people should be jealoused of. Just imagine us like Joe Fox and Kathleen Kelly in " you've got mail " . Of course minus the romance bits, shoo~

Shocker of the day : Singaporean authourity will start sending in brochures to help if you are over 30's and still single.

2009-04-22T05:32:00.000-07:00

Speaking of perseverance, here I write again after a long pause since the IELTS test.

I love my life after graduation, no more tedious calculations waiting for me in the tote. No more Excels, Visio and more importantly some arrogant "Chined" faces.
I just have to dedicate my daily routine to typing resume, cover letters and waiting for replies. No excessive oxidizing / aging process going on and I can feel my skin is calmer and more tauten (quote from Penelope).

On the other side, mom's over-caring attitude can be annoying tho. I don't even need an alarm clock nowadays as she will ring me at 10.00 a.m sharp just to make sure i don't miss any calls from my potential employer. ( annoying sometimes can evolve to pest )

I have to say, I love interviews as it is the only time I speak English in Malaysia. ( apart from occasional lame calls from my labels over-indulged cousin ) Some of the HR executives were nice and jovial, but you may end up with an oppressive douche. I remember I received a question once on how to earn respect from lower ranked personnel but with 20 years experience. Then the next 3 following question will be : "what if they still don't respect you" .
(p/s: for freshies out there, HR means human resource, not Helena Rubinstein)

Next I just waited for replies. Mind you, working efficiencies vary throughout countries and companies. They may take weeks and some close to one month to give feedback. Thus, I eat, pray, love (this book apparently inspired millions of readers in US, Oprah loves it til death ) with patience and finally I receive several offers.

I have a trick to make the whole waiting process seems like a heaven. Just remember, take it easy and your parents are there to finance you. If you don't get a job, they won't disown you as if you didn't get A's in exam. Please, the economy is in contraction and they know it.

2008-07-22T08:06:00.000-07:00

Here i am again blogging to comfort myself that i do make a revision for the coming IELTS exam.

Thought of the day:
like today, i had a sudden contemplation and it freaked me out a little. How much time did i spend in year speaking English? Judging from the number of people in my circle of friends, 60% of them are from China.

Main Entry:
2 days ago, i came up with a new term the "shallow eater", "food non- adventurous" or "eating safe"
Ever went out with any friends and they just sticked with their only preference from the menu?
When you asked them, they just say they hardly ever get bored with it. If they have made a new choices, then they might end up suffering due to the new dish is not within the range of their liking.
i went out shopping with lumpy 2 days ago and we had dinner at this new restaurant somewhere boxhill. I was to tired to make any orderings as my legs were killing me resulted from 4 hours of walking. Thus i just threw the menu to lumpy and hope for the best.

the decision was ended up with chicken and bland noodles. I suggested a Taiwanese stinky tofu as a complementary for the boring decision, and lumpy was so scared of trying it and begged me not to order it. That was where i had the sudden epiphany.

If a person is so scared of trying new dishes, i couldn't help but wonder wouldn't the ODD behaviour like this will be reflected by his/her daily routine as well? bet certainly it does. For instance, if they only like certain dishes, as a result, they only go to that particular restaurant / hair salon / cinema / brothel /brand. And the daily lives will just continue to re-cycle that direction. Wouldn't they miss out so many interesting things that might be just a stone away from where they lived?
Inevitably, i also think they are just purely ignorant (probably minor selfish and coward) and just didn't acknowledge the existence of other (better) foods that created for them to try, i pity the chef.

i have another friend, lets call her yoyo. For the first few years when i know her, she was all about this chinese restaurant. The restaurant was the mecca of her lives and she probably will spend at least 3 times in a week having the infamous soggy , over dried ( juxtaposition i know, but that's the point, i don't even know ow they make it) dumplings and over bland dan dan noodles . It was until months ago then she was exposed to this new lanzhou noodle shop. And since that day she never mentioned the chinese restaurant anymore.

so, to fella readers who is dining conservatived (new word again), the world doesn't revolve just around that particular place you always go, if it does, what is the The Age Good Food Guide for?

2008-07-21T07:53:00.001-07:00

bloody Siamese movie, always got me affected

a come back blog

2008-07-19T05:01:00.000-07:00

Listening to N.E.R.D "yeah you" right now and strutting in Paris runways with full on attention, ok the later part is just my pure imagination.
sometimes i can be inherently naive.
(oh well at the very least i totally know my capability of what i can and CANNOT achieve, judging from my physical appearance. Ain't like somebody or anybody who will slam themselves at a random modeling agency and self declare a walking wardrobe.

so ok, i had my very final university exams and i passed!, which also means for the coming semester, i will be purely researching and designing projects given by supervisors, how pro can that be... (grins). Had a wholesome holiday as i have splurged quite a bit revamping my new wardrobe. okok i know fella readers will be so curious about the labels and brands i lay my eyes on, here comes:

Morrissey (whoa), Ermenegildo Zegna (betch), Ksubi, roger david and some other random not worth mentioning junks. I know i know, labels and Kenji are inseparable right now, and my mom is gonna kill me if i tell her.

did i mention i nearly spent about 1700AUD alone for this holiday? firstly was the Sydney escapades, then retails (as mentioned above) as well as my newly bought PSP . This may sound ridiculous but i do believe the power of my PSP will hinder me from the future extravagant expenditures (finger crossed)
Sydney trip was a blast, firstly it was fabulously fabulous, makeups and haute outfit were the things that make me looked so perfect throughout the trips. Not to mentioned how much i have eaten in a day and stay slim and fit for the newly bought clothings.
the trip was planned about 5 weeks ago after i have dared lumpy that he will not go anywhere ever. (tip 1: for women out there, men are not meant to be dared, if you want to get something, just dare them and i will guarantee 99% this trick will work miraculously)

accompanied by i-phone, we stayed at a 3 stared hotel situated at somewhere Pitt Street. i will just rate it as moderate in terms of services, but a 5 stars plus 2 my happy thumbs up for the price. If any travelers who intend to have a good long city escapades, honestly i would say any hotels in the city aren't not even close to ideal. To the contrary, if anyone plainly just need a shelter for the night, you are dumb not to choose it. Firstly, the pool+outdoor jacuzzi were under maintenance when we were there, and the size of the pool is not even worth jumping in and i bet Donald trump's private long bath will be way bigger that that. For the jacuzzi, if anybody wants to know how doe it looked like, just go and have a look at THE SIMS.

services, it is above average for me, but i couldn't help but wonder how old was the receptionist who checked us in... hmmm probably he is only 16 and speaking of child labouring in Pakistan (hehe). Oh i have to ask fell readers, is it just me being too picky or Aussie's hoteliers are just too broke to provide toiletries? i can still remember when my dad traveled all the way to China, pretty much his luggage was 10% fulled of excessive toiletries like combs, toothbrushes, cotton buds and toothpastes. BUT i couldn't find any of these in any Oz hotels, not even a single sanitary pack or tampons. Hmmm i was wondering what will happened if heavy period hits a single lady who is crazy enough forget to pack her personal necessities?

continuation from the last post(drama nene)

2008-04-02T00:37:00.000-07:00

WHOA WHOA WHOA !!!!!
with reference to my previous post about my PAST uni life with one of my posse.

i received an comment and i was showered with endless insults and derogatories!!!!!!
Of course, i have to thank the second commentor, but what's with the gay word?

gay as in you know my sexuality by reading my blog? (wow, congrats, why don't you two just go and be a blogger sexpert or something , and thanks for the comments that i am being gay, love it!!!) or the bimbotic writting style that i am using?

FIRST AND FOREMOST, ME AND NENE ARE FRIENDS NOW (LIKE HOW PARIS HILTON AND NICOLE RITCHIE MADE UP TO EACH OTHER), IN FACT WE JUST MET TODAY.

THE POST " DRAMA NENE" IS ABOUT MY LIFE REFLECTION OF THINGS HAPPENED IN THE PAST, AND THE INTENTION OF WRITTING IT IS AFTER I REALIZED I NEED A WRITTING PRACTICE FOR MY IELTS TEST AND I NEVER THOUGHT THAT IT CAN LEAD TO SUCH SCANDAL.

Once again, me and nene are friends now.....and p/s : i can use harsher words to insult the commentors back, but i don't, coz i am a nice person, and i am a professional.

the drama nene

2008-03-27T07:05:00.000-07:00

so ok, i am back, after a gazillion of years that i haven't give a damn about it.
i ain't some Singaporean chick who makes a living out of dialing keyboard buttons y'know..

TIME TO RANT:
life's been bumpy since the 1st day i stepped my feet in Melbourne, house moving, house cleaning , working out
(did i tell you i got inspired by will chalker?) , tolerating my new house mate's lackadaisical demeanor,
ielts result and pimply Malaysian face.

uni started 2 weeks ago and i already hated it from the very 1st second when i strutted to my fellow engineering partners.
i couldn't help but rolled my eyes and think : gosh they are as hideous as ever, when are these nerds gonna change? is't it so sad when
a so called "fetch boy" are surrounded by future engineers, meticulously dialing their scientific calculator and sloving e=mc square? (
errr wait, is e=mc square science or engineering ?)
i can still vividly recall that , when Ray D (my ill personified lecturer, who doesn't have a clue what obesity means) asked a question : who is
excited about chem eng this year? To my horror, hands were raised energetically and smiles were carved on their un-mostourised face.
my jaw dropped literally.
i mean like is it really exciting or is just for the sake to flatter the fatso so that he will ot be harsh for he final exam?

enough of that.

JUICY DETAILS :

i have a friend, call him nene shall we? thank god ( good gracious jesus mother of lord ) he finally found his significant other. Of course i have to congratulate
him (nene, you did it, woohoo)
i love nene as a friend, seriously. I gotta thank him first and foremost that he is the reason my English was alleviated from "adequate" to "articulate".
let's just skip the part how i met him, believe me, it was one of my most outrageous deeds that i have done in my life. In brief, nene WAS easily recognized
as he was big and chubby in size. I can still recall that he always appear in his oversized checked shirt with a 36' inch pair of jeans, of course i didn't judge him as he is one of the
1st few people i met in my college years, a.k.a my dark era.
Together as buddies, i get to know that he came from a typical Asian family which education is a top notch priority in lives. And i have to give him snaps as his is one of the aces in my
college years who aims for medicine for his life.

Did i tell you people that nene loves our Asian ladies? i know is not very shocking as he came from a multi-heritaged Malaysia, also with the fact malaysian chinese ladies
are renowned for their uber polite courtesy, and a plain ensemble which makes them looked like a perfect match as a life partner.
Couple of asian ladies had play some roles in his life, not to mention who they are, but i have to say nene was happy and he was satisfied as it is already adequate for the asian ladies to show up themselves
in his lecture without knowing who he is.
then it comes a time when he sorted things out a little bit, meaning he realized that he have to do something about it instead of the fantasy wanking for nothing(lol, i can't believe i just wrote that).
For some reason, nene experienced a sudden enlightenment out of nowhere, interested in upper classy hobbies like wines, fine arts and pseudo-intellectual talks ( whatever that means).
I am not surprised with the unexpected shift in his interest as i know it will not be long. Apparently i was wrong, nene was crazy in love with his newly found indulgence and had been actively participate since.
Gradually , annoyance hit. Maybe i am a "no shitter", but the constant deep talk just get me thinking
that he is doing it for the sake to upgrade himself and coolify his personality.
Then, i started avoiding him, not answering his calls, lied to him about why i couldn't make it for his dinner invites and even not replying his instant messaging. I have to say is my fault as i make up excuses didn't confront him
and tell him the truth.

Nene finally realized my "betrayal" of our friendship and he granted my wish, we took a break to each other for 3 months.

to be continued

beauty essentials

2007-05-29T04:51:00.000-07:00

from yahoo..

The number one must-have for women of any age is a good moisturiser preferably one with an SPF. Even if you have naturally oily skin, it's still important to use a moisturiser at least once a day (just make sure it's oil-free). It's best to have separate face and body moisturisers as the skin on the face is more delicate but if you're really trying to reduce the number of products of your bathroom shelf then opt for a facial moisturiser and use it sparingly on the rest of your body.

Equally as important as a good moisturiser is a specialist cleanser, which should be used morning and night before moisturising. Some soaps tend to dry out already dehydrated skin so make sure you choose a cleanser that's right for your skin type whether it's a cream, foaming wash, mousse, lotion or liquid soap. Most brands have cleansers for dry, normal, combination and oily skin.

A slick of lip gloss gives any face an instant lift so make sure you always have your favourite on hand. If you suffer from dry or chapped lips (especially in winter), it's best to get a gloss that also includes a lip-treatment or moisturiser. A coloured gloss is the best if you want it to take you from day to night.

According to Aerin Lauder, vice president of advertising for Estee Lauder cosmetics, the eyes are where most women usually start to show age the most. A good eye cream can work on lines and dark circles and if used regularly can take years off your appearance When applying eye cream, pat it on rather than rub it in as the patting provokes the blood vessels around the eyes.

Tweezers are essential to keep your brow tidy between waxings and you'll be surprised how often you use them.

Another can't-live-without product that you use more often than you realise is your nail file. Keep one in your desk drawer, one in your handbag and a stash at home.

You can get away without a mascara if you use your eyelash curler daily. Also a great way to freshen your look between work and a night-out. A heated one is even better.

Every woman needs a signature fragrance which can give her an instant confidence boost. To make the scent last longer, spray a fine mist over your hairbrush. Trust us, it works!

Foundation is not just a beige liquid that you use on your face before colour. Foundation can be tailored to your individual skin and fashion needs. Allie Clark, national colour stylist for lux brand Christian Dior, says it's best to use a foundation brush or your fingers when applying foundation. Oil-based foundations are better for dry skin and need to be shaken for a smoother application. Matte formulas are better for a more oily skin, as most are oil-free. They also tend to even out the texture of the skin - hiding acne scars and blemishes.

Bronzer is one of those wonder products that can be used as an eye shadow, blush and powder as well as it's original purpose. Make sure you get one that is the same tone as your natural colouring though because you don't want to end up orange! If you're using your bronzer as an eye shadow and blush, don't go overboard and apply it with the brushes you would usually use for your eyes and cheeks.

bronzed!!!!!!

Healthy eating, the fountain of eternal youth

2007-05-13T09:13:00.000-07:00

We all are abide by God’s harsh will à the nature of skin oxidization

We all hate it

Nevertheless, i still have to give snaps to the modern technology by creating potent antioxidants in a bottle to slow down our aging process --à bravo to the all the pharmaceutical companies…. (Clapping).

YET, without healthy lifestyle and ordered routines, it is just a waste of effort and time for the industry to create a younger looking world.

I ain’t babbling to the world saying that I have a better healthy life than they are, but at least I am putting a lot of effort doing it. (Grins).

Like the place now I live in, packed with diversity of ethnic backgrounds and cultures.. Likewise with the cuisine, burst with aromatic and tantalizing fragrance. But that doesn’t mean they are healthy, they can be lethal too.

I always get the same excuse from people, that they lived for food and it is a shame living in this world and can’t even enjoying eating. But they never realized the foods they consume are the actual silent killers that make them reach they end point way faster than the other factors

Pizzas and pasta, greasy Chinese, Greek souvlakis , Indian curry and dun forget the deadly fast foods. Remember super sized me folk? The guy practically had a heart failure after constantly having weeks of Mackers !!

Healthy food of course is a combination of all sources of nutrients and litters of water. But today we are going to narrow the scope to just anti aging food. Most importantly anti aging food is the food that does not make your wrinkles appear prematurely, and it stimulates blood circulation.

I am not a nutritionist or dietician. But I certainly eat according to logics. ( Sheniqua : what?? Girl,I need details !! )

Ok, I might as well just reveal my daily eating routines here.

1^st rule, : No sugars, as you guys know refined sugars will decrease immune system and it speed up the aging process.
Also according to Ezine article ,

http://ezinearticles.com/?Why-is-Refined-Sugar---Known-As-White-Sugar---Bad-for-You?&id=119462

Sugar can upset the body's mineral balance.
• Sugar can contribute to hyperactivity, anxiety, depression, concentration difficulties, and crankiness in children.
• Sugar can produce a significant rise in triglycerides.
• Sugar can cause drowsiness and decreased activity in children.
• Sugar can reduce helpful high density cholesterol (HDLs).
• Sugar can promote an elevation of harmful cholesterol (LDLs).
• Sugar can cause hypoglycemia.
• Sugar contributes to a weakened defense against bacterial infection.
• Sugar can cause kidney damage.
• Sugar can increase the risk of coronary heart disease.
• Sugar may lead to chromium deficiency.
• Sugar can cause copper deficiency.
• Sugar interferes with absorption of calcium and magnesium.
• Sugar can increase fasting levels of blood glucose.
• Sugar can promote tooth decay.
• Sugar can produce an acidic stomach.
• Sugar can raise adrenaline levels in children.
• Sugar can lead to periodontal disease.
• Sugar can speed the aging process, causing wrinkles and grey hair.
• Sugar can increase total cholesterol.
• Sugar can contribute to weight gain and obesity.
• High intake of sugar increases the risk of Crohn's disease and ulcerative colitis.
• Sugar can contribute to diabetes.
• Sugar can contribute to osteoporosis.
• Sugar can cause a decrease in insulin sensitivity.
• Sugar leads to decreased glucose tolerance.
• Sugar can cause cardiovascular disease.
• Sugar can increase systolic blood pressure.
• Sugar causes food allergies.
• Sugar can cause free radical formation in the bloodstream.
• Sugar can cause toxemia during pregnancy.
• Sugar can contribute to eczema in children.
• Sugar can overstress the pancreas, causing damage.
• Sugar can cause atherosclerosis.
• Sugar can compromise the lining of the capillaries.
• Sugar can cause liver cells to divide, increasing the size of the liver.
• Sugar can increase the amount of fat in the liver.
• Sugar can increase kidney size and produce pathological changes in the kidney.
• Sugar can cause depression.
• Sugar can increase the body's fluid retention.
• Sugar can cause hormonal imbalance.
• Sugar can cause hypertension.
• Sugar can cause headaches, including migraines.
• Sugar can cause an increase in delat, alpha and theta brain waves, which can alter the mind's ability to think clearly.
• Sugar can increase blood platelet adhesiveness which increases risk of blood clots and strokes.
• Sugar can increase insulin responses in those consuming high-sugar diets compared to low sugar diets.
• Sugar increases bacterial fermentation in the colon.

Scary eh? Did I mention sugar intake will enlarge skin pores as well? ( acneian and black headian beware !! )

To be continue

2007-05-07T00:09:00.001-07:00

as you guys out there know, i used to have severe acne conditions
pimples were everywhere , forehead, cheek, jawline , neck and behind ear lobes

pitiful, yes
despisable , no

For jerks and smucks who are naturally blessed with good genes, you guys should know that people with severe acne are always insecure and ashame with their appearance, not to mention they already spent probably thousands for facial or cosmetics product .

i know pimples can be distracting and acneian (the word i create for people with acne) always tempted to get rid of it by squeezing forcefully to drain the pus underneath.
i wouldn't say is the wrong move , but personally i would them dry narurally UNLESS they are huge and stubborn.

pitting and scarring are the inevitables for acneian , but there are a few solutions that are truly worth to be considered :

peels!! by reducing the pores of the outermost layer of skin and reveal the fresher and softer inner side.

laser resurfacing : with pulses penetrating into our skin, it stimulates the skin to produce more collagen. It really works espeacially it makes the scars less deeper and less reddish..
this is the laser i recommend :
impressive eh?

resurfacing cream with vitamin A , highly recomended !! with the effect of peels and laser resurfacing machine , it contains mild acids to exfoliate the dull skin away. With the vitamin A , it stimulates collagen production....(thumbs up)

remember acneian , you guys are ot alone~~ i had bad scarring as well!!!
i went for all of the option above , and the result ------> HYSTERICAL

here are some of the product i was recomended by the dermatologist :

is called the COSMEDIX !!!

This is the purity cleanser, it contains a ild hint of menthol and it is slightly acidic , suitable to all normal to oily skin. I can assure you that , it really cleanse your face and left you with a cool, minty refeshed skin.

Cosmedix Purity Clean 3.3oz.

Cosmedix Purity Clean is a stimulating exfoliating wash suitable for all skin types. Ideal for normal to oily skin, peel prep., or photo damaged skin. Deep cleanses pores, exfoliates dead skin cells, and detoxifies for the freshest, cleanest skin possible.

Active Ingredients:L-Lactic Acid, Peppermint Essential Oil.
Other Ingredients:Distilled Water, Succinic Acid Sulfate, Laurel Berry Thiols, Milk Distearate, Cocamidopropyl Betaine, Oleic Fatty Acid, Jasmine Alcohol.

Cosmedix Purity Balance 3.3oz.

Cosmedix Purity Balance is a nourishing and stimulating tonic for acne prone, oily and sundamaged skin. Removes impurities from the skin and controls over-active sebaceous activity. Spray into damp hands & pat on to skin.

Active Ingredients:

L-Lactic Acid, Salicylic Acid, Pyridoxine, Niacinamide, D-Biotin, D-Panthenol, Allantoin, Suberic Acid, Tea Tree Oil, Marine Phytonutrients, L-Alpha-Bisabolol.

Other Ingredients:

Witch Hazel, Distilled Water, Wine Alcohol, Ethyl Alcohol, Spinach Extract, Chlorophyll, Balm Mint, Bergamot.

this is the define vitamin A resurfacing cream , for the first few applications, you will feel a slight tingling on your face....it is normal since it exfoliates your skin. (use it only at night)

Cosmedix Define 1oz.

For all skin types, acne, sundamaged, skin, dill/lifless skin, Rosacea, hyperpigmentation.

Enjoyed by all skin conditions and skin types, this unique blend of gentle acids and 2% L-Retinol A provides a powerful motivation for changes in your skin. The secret is in enhancing the penetration of these activities to maximize collagen production and minimize other side effects.

Exfoliates epidermal cells

Remodels epidermis and dermis

Reduces acne

Stimulates fibroblast production

Sun protective

Of course acneian , you guys should go and get a consultation from dermatologist and ask the procedure of the laser and peels , of course it is always better to follow your dermatologist gut.

the ugly bud finally blooms !

2007-05-07T00:04:00.000-07:00

we were always been bombarded with question : what do you want to be when you are an adult later ?

Like one of the stupid and naïve kiddos out there, I always dream of coming out from my chauffeured vintage crib, and walk into one of those classic well reputated company. Greeted by concierge and personal secretary …..

(Scratching CD sound effect)

Did I tell you guys I am utter narcissist / utopian?

Back to reality, obviously it takes years to climb, to bribe, to flatter, to work OT to reach that stage. OR probably forever..

Growing up under strict supervision, education always come first in my family, (I believe most of the family nowadays). Everyday just repeat the same routine, study hard and tuition hard. As you guys can imagine, tones of stresses burdened on our shoulders ++ puberty blued , I ( and some of you guys ) was in the worst state of my life , totally unfit , puffy eyes , blemishes , oily and unnourished face, flaky skin and …. ok, I have to stop keep going on the list, I feel like barfing here..

Just go and ask my friends out there, how DID I look when I first came to OZ?

Stepping into the uni Phase, I gradually came to realize how important a person appearance can be. Especially a person face, it is a tool to cast a good impression to the public when you make a step into the judgmental society today.

From that day onwards, my daily skin regime changed. I mean dramatically. (please refer to my friend again)

From a conservative minded nerd who says no no to plastic surgery, I was evolutionized ++ revolutionized becoming probably one of the leading plastic surgery crazed celebrity after Farah Fawcett , Cher and Sharon Osborne.

I can still remember that day when I was still indecisive and lingered in front of the Skin clinic. My PA just pushed me in and my life changed since. (well I deserve it~~)

Enough talk about the past. We shall talk about now, or probably even future, when I am the new face for the Chanel cosmetic line. ( ok, another CD scratching voice )

And of course, after few years walking to lectures finally give me an answer to the question I was asked back when I was a kid.

I want to create beauty products.

You guys should know I wasn’t the one who wanted to study chemical engineering initially, but then I guess I am destined with it, since now I have found my own dream job and they are related!!!!

So, okay after this entry, everything is going to be my skin regime ++ my journey of paving the road to have the most perfect skin in the world ( I ain’t kiddin’ !!)

muar's chinese rap

2007-03-08T06:13:00.000-08:00

recent update

2007-02-27T15:15:00.001-08:00

everyone around me started talking blog .... the blogging galore era.
i often heard that blogs are meant to express your thought and let the "anonymous" to sabotage some comments on it.
you guys know me , i dun have thoughts. but i ain't shallow k...

so, okay let's talk about summer, you will know it is time for summer when the hot newscaster in channel 7 showing tempreture rising hysterically, and people around starts showing more skins (grins) ; TV commercial ads where they show surfers "rodeoing" the waves with the background music humming " i like love, wo ooooo~~~"
in brief, my summer sux.
people, dun ever ever enrol in summer school due to the skin cancer ++ tan ++ pimple ++ sweat ++ body odour inducing weather. Unless you dun have a choice, for that, i mean you have fluncked every single subjects for the previous semesters.

CNY:
this is the first time i spent my CNY abroad, nothing much to complain i have to say since CNY in Malaysia is not that appealing anyway. amma (my granny) has collected all the ang pows on my behalf, so what's the point for me to go back ? Alvin came (err , i mean him came to melb and visited me) and bunked with me in my so called the "piegeon hole"..
having another person in your room in mid summer can be unpleasant due to more exhailed carbon dioxide which gradually increase the room tempreture. On the contrary i still have to give him a thankful snaps as he has accompanied me for a week. Honestly,I will still be fabulous and always be happening even without him in Melb, but you know, more the merrier right?

now uni just started, i always look forward for the first day of uni coz i love the feeling for being jealous of. (very high self esteem indeed) Besides i love when the confused freshies always linger around with their geeky ensembles. asking for directions when they are lost, how cute right?
anyway, time to end entry for now...i got a facial session to attend, i am so busy.

2007-01-31T05:03:00.000-08:00

there are 3 types of lies in this world :

1) business man saying they are not making any profits
2)pretty girls say they are not getting married
3)elderly say the faster they die , the cleaner it gets

2006-11-06T07:09:00.000-08:00

shaking my head

for those who thought i am dead.........

2006-10-29T08:11:00.002-08:00

good songs need good speakers to dig out the exquitsiteness

random thought out of no where : i wonder why asian say Mate/ matey makes me sick...

2006-10-29T08:11:00.001-08:00

good songs need good speakers to dig out the exquitsiteness

random thought out of no where : i wonder why asian say Mate/ matey makes me sick...

2006-10-29T08:11:00.000-08:00

good songs need good speakers to dig out the exquitsiteness

random thought out of no where : i wonder why asian say Mate/ matey makes me sick...

2006-10-23T01:27:00.000-07:00

a typical scene in uni : guys wearing polos with the flipped up collar...

disgusting and fuggly.

more reference:

GQ :http://72.14.235.104/search?q=cache:ovtGG6tTdrEJ:men.style.com/
gq/fashion/styleguy/
shirts/437+flip+up+collar+polo&hl=en&gl=au&ct=clnk&cd=5&client=firefox-a

Q: Okay, the flipped-up collar looks good on guys in ads, but in real life it looks absolutely stupid, unless you’re having sex or getting hammered and acting retarded. I see guys at the grocery store with popped collars, as if there’s about to be some big party there at one in the afternoon. I don’t know; I think it looks stupid. Is this just me?

A: Yeah. Could you guys flip your collars down? It’s okay to flip them up on the golf course, tennis court, or battlefield when you’re feeling the sun’s heat. But otherwise, you should really try to keep them down, even when you’re having sex.

June 2005

2006-10-17T03:21:00.000-07:00

had what i call an aussie day today.....

went to INU bar in union house and had a pot of Beez neez, also with a bowl of sour cream loaded wedges

i found that different floors in union house gives different vibes..
especially the moment when you step out from the bar door...you will think : oh , now i am back to the nerdy world

2006-07-21T08:04:00.000-07:00

olympus ad.....love it!!!!

2006-06-21T05:11:00.000-07:00

i love this video

2006-06-19T23:59:00.000-07:00

Engineers are the best BF

2006-06-15T20:24:00.000-07:00

Let me tell you why girls should eventually marry an engineer over a
Law, management, Arts or Medical School Graduate. He has three
distinct advantages over the rest of the graduates.

Advantage 1: Secure lifestyle
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An engineer boyfriend can provide you with a secure lifestyle. At 27
years old, an engineer probably has a respectable, stable job that gives him a high income to own a car, invest,have a comfortable life,
and get married and buy a house too.

Law graduates are still working as a lowly apprentice in law firm. Most management graduates have just failed on their first business
plan.

The arts graduate is still looking for a job.

And the medical school graduate is still living in a
hospital.

Advantage 2: Unmatchable industriousness
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An engineer boyfriend will dedicate an unimaginable amount of his time and effort to understand you. Engineers strain really really hard to understand their work. You can believe that they will try really really hard to understand women too, just like
how they understand their work, once they believe that you are the
one. So even if they don't understand you initially, they will keep on
trying. Even if they still do not understand, they will figure out the correct
method to keep you happy (e.g. buy diamond ring = 1 week's worth of
happiness.) And once they find out the
secret formula, they will just keep on repeating it so that the desired results appear.

Unlike the Lawyer who will argue with you.

The Management graduate who will try to control
your spending,

The Arts graduate who will 'change major'.

And the medical school graduate who will operate on you.

And you know what, it's really so easy to make
engineer s believe that you are the 'one'. Say that you like one of their project
and they will be hooked to you forever.

Advantage 3: An engineer boyfriend will never
betray your trust.
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Let me first tell you what is wrong with the rest of the others -

The lawyers will lie about everything.

Management graduates will cheat your money.

The arts graduate will flirt, and you probably just look like another

cadaver to the medical school graduate.

Your engineer boyfriend is either too busy to have an affair, and even
if he does, he is too dumb to lie to you about that. Hence, an engineer is the most secure boyfriend that you will ever find - rich enough, will keep ontrying to understand and please you, has no time for affairs, and too dumb to lie to you.

Sylvia Fendi on What’s Sexy

2006-05-15T03:55:00.000-07:00

Fendi’s matriarch of menswear on tans, white teeth and why no suit can make a boring man interesting.

1. Men look best in something worn. They shouldn’t look like they just went out and bought a new outfit. I also appreciate when men wear their favorite clothing even when it’s not so fashionable. It’s not good to look as though you spent a lot of time in front of the mirror.
2. I don’t like a man in a Ferrari—it’s simply not appealing to me. Men should drive nothing too fashionable or sporty. They should just drive a normal car. Like an Audi.

3. Men should never get highlights. This is the worst. Teeth-whitening is okay if the man is not too tan. But the two together is bad. And highlights, tan, and teeth-whitening all together? Oh my God.

4. The first thing I look for in a man’s house is books. It doesn’t matter what the books are about, really—it’s just important that he have some.

5. I always look at a man’s shoes. They should have a nice point—elongated but not too sharp. Boots are good too. Military boots, riding boots, cowboy boots. I find them very masculine—but when they’re used, not new. I don’t like new shoes. When I see a man in a shiny shoe, I can’t stand it.

6. If a man opens the cupboard to show you his collection of rare and beautiful linens—no, that’s too much! But if there’s a fresh bed with well-chosen sheets, that’s nice.

7. Is a man in a suit sexy? That depends. You could be wearing the most beautiful suit, but if you’re stupid, you’re not sexy. If you’re an interesting person and you have on awful clothes, well, you’re interesting anyway.

easter

2006-04-18T09:35:00.000-07:00

Happy easter everybody (i just realised i never wished people easter before..)
easter is bad for dieters (considering the amount of sugar gotta consume that day just make me feel fat), as well as for hyperactive lil' kids and diabetic geriatrics.

just go downtown people, where all the darrell leas, koko black and el-cheapo confectionaries located. There, shops will be decorated with all the chocolate bunnies, assorted sweets, chocolate bars, gums and licorices, which are all nicely packed with ribbons and display at somewhere obvious to attract customers.

how sinful...
getting fat during easter

for those who bought easter chocolate , why is the hot cross buns there for????

2006-04-02T06:46:00.000-07:00

Daylight savings started yesterday and to all the readers out there : YAY! more time to snore in our warm cozy bed..
i forgot to unwind the clock and ended up one hour earlier than before, shoot

Happy Birthday Amma!!! wish you as young as always , less wrinkles and healthy than ever
quote :" luckier than the eastern ocean , live longer than the southern mountain "
promise will get you something real nice in the end of the year

Big news everybody~~ i just lost a housemate, isn't that hot??
basically the filthy guy left the house without notification but just a month rent in advance..
what can i do? sue him using the contract?
luckily, me and sung ta posted an ad in front of our house and one in the uni.
a day later, a canadian guy called and voila, he is our housemate now...

living with foreigners is quite a challenge for me since i always assume that asian and westerners can't mingle well...
so far, everything function smoothly, and just hope that it will stay that way for the rest of the semester. (crossing fingers)

went to Frankston today to chill after the traumatic assignment week. Bought a antique box to stuff all my toiletries in , love it, looks like LV monogram
trunk....

current hot lyric

2006-03-29T06:52:00.000-08:00

SHAKE THAT ASS

(feat. Nate Dogg)

[Intro - Eminem ]

Shady, Aftermath
(Look at that bitch ah shit hey)
There she goes shaking that ass on the floor
Bumpin and grindin that pole
The way she's grindin that pole
I think I'm losing control

[Verse 1 - Eminem]

Get buzzed, get drunk, get crunked, get fuucked up
Hit the strip club don't forget ones get your dick rubbed
Get fucked, get sucked, get wasted, shit faceted
Pasted, blasted, puke drink up, get a new drink
Hit the bathroom sink, throw up
Wipe your shoe clean, got a routine
Knowin still got a few chunks on your shoestring
Showin I was dehydrated till the beat vibrated
I was revibed as soon as this Bitch gyrated
And hips and licked them lips and that was it
I had to get Nate Dogg here to sing some shit

[Verse 2 - Nate Dogg]

Two to the one from the one to the three
I like good pussy and I like good trees
Smoke so much weed you wouldn't believe
And I get more ass than a toilet seat
Three to the one from the one to the three
I met a bad bitch last night in the D
Let me tell you how I made her leave with me
Conversation and Hennessey
I've been to the muthafuckin mountain top
Heard muthafuckers talk, seen 'em drop
If I ain't got a weapon I'ma pick up a rock
And when I bust yo ass I'm gonna continue to rock
Getcha ass of the wall with your two left feet
It's real easy just follow the beat
Don't let that fine girl pass you byye
Look real close cause strobe lights blind

[Verse 3 - Nate Dogg]

We bout to have a party (turn the music up)
Let's get it started (Go head shake your butt)
I'm lookin for a girl with a body and a sexy strut
Wanna get it poppin baby step right up
Some girls they act retarded
Some girls are bout it bout it
I'm lookin for a girl that will do whatever the fuck
I say everday she be givin it up

[Chorus - Nate Dogg]

Now shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me
Come on girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me
Ohh girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me
Come on girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me

[Verse 4 - Eminem]

I'm a menace, a dentist, an oral hygentist
Open your mouth for about four or five minutes
Take a little bit of this flouride rinise
Swish but don't spit it, swallow and I'll finish
Yeah me and Nate d-o double g
Looking for a couple bitches with some double d's
Pop a little champagne and a couple E's
Slip it in her bubbuly, we finna finna have a party

[Verse 5 - Nate Dogg]

Have a party (turn the music up)
Let's get it started (Go head shake your butt)
I'm lookin for a girl I can fuck in my hummer truck
Apple Bottom jeans and a big ol' slut
Some girls they act retarded
Some girls are bout it bout it
I want a bitch that sit at the crib with no panties on
Knows that she can but she won't say no
Now look at this lady all in front of me, sexy as can be
Tonight I want a slut, will you be mine?
I heard you was freaky from a friend of mine

[Bridge - Eminem]

Now I hope you don't get mad at me
But I told Nate you was a freak
He said he wants a slut, hope you don't mind
I told him how you like it from behind

[Chorus - Nate Dogg]

Now shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me
Cmon girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me
Ohh girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me
Cmon girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me
We bout' to have a party (turn the music up)
Let's get it started (go ahead shake your butt)
I'm lookin for a girl with a body and a sexy strut
Wanna get it poppin baby step right up
Some girls they act retarded
Some girls are bout it bout it
I'm lookin for a girl that will do whatever the fuck
I say everday she be givin it up

[Outro - Eminem]

There she goes, shaking that ass on the floor
Bumpin and grindin that pole
The way she's grindin that pole
I think I'm losing control

God, come one

[Eminem makes noises]

I ain't leavin' without you bitch

Come here home with me

And my boy, and his boy, and his boy, and his gurl

haha, Nate Dogg

[deep breathing]

hate you

2006-03-14T07:06:00.000-08:00

all of the sudden , i am so psyched to tell the world whom i hate the most.

Hmmm i wonder why , maybe kenny isn't that mellowish afterall..

i call him "CB face" and i guess i know him via my cousin who is currently in Sdyney.
he, a total double standard prick (oopps i forget to tell you guys that my blog can be pretty nasty this time , so please leave if you are offended by vulgars and unethical language ), looked stink (hope that he is not stink in real life) and a try hard attention whore..

his friendster's list , 200++ friends , but 40% are whom he never met , they are added just because he thinks they are awfully cute that he wants to bed with her.

he , a recent burberry admirer ( i guess this is the main reason i resent him , nobody likes burberry except me~~ ), abruptly become so confident that his self portraits were increasingly flaunted in his friendster profile, how disgusting...

as i said before , he , a shameless chi hua hua , always keep signing in msn purely just to let people know he is online : people , is me , i am online now ,come and talk to me fast~~~

he ,behind the screen (computer) , he can chat non-chalantly, vulgar galored and sound like a player...but in real life , he is nothing but a shy ostrich who even can't even make eye contacts...

in brief , he is naive , a jerk and an a**-hole
i really wish that i can confront him one day face to face , but too bad for me , he doesn't live here..(sigh)

2006-03-13T19:58:00.000-08:00

just realised i have shed 1-2 kilos for this week. Thanks to the lingerie models , it was inspirational
love the new me , long lean and sexy...

Narcissist

2006-02-28T06:00:00.000-08:00

uni started and freshies linger around the campus in bewilderment : "where the fuck is the lecture hall???"

first week is meant to be the introductory week for all the students , and of course the worst place of all will be the sardin-packed bookroom ( would strongly recommend not to go there if you just plan to get some free readings inside. )

To some of my friends ( and me of course ), firstweek will be our judging week which critising newcomers will be our main agenda.

to some extent , inevitably . we started talking how cool an oversea asian student can be in melbourne.

1)we normally would wear somethng decent , matched and branded to uni (LV can be quite popular in uni nowadays)

2)we care about image , we care what people think

3)we judge , and we dun want to be judged

4)we (most of us) are multi linguistic

5)we, everything can be business (that's the coolest i can think of to be an asian)

6)we, rarely have freckles (or not that obvious)

7)we, rarely possess BO (body odour)

and i guess more , more and more....
and here are some of the asian quality that i found in friendster :

are you asian? conditions are :

people take their shoes off when entering your house * you eat rice every day * you NEVER throw anything away * your house is decorated according to Feng-Shui * a pager or cell phone is a necessity to you * your hand instinctively forms the peace sign when taking a photo * you take pictures in airports and restaurants * you are always late * you take sticker pictures * you alwys wear brand name clothes like Hilfiger, FUBU, Polo, Nike etc. * you are a business major * you take studio group shots with your crew * you dance in a big circle with your friends when at a rave or club * you play pool and go to Karaoke bars * you own either a Honda, Toyota, Mercedes or BMW * you have more than 5 sms a day * you drink bubble tea

2006-02-25T19:14:00.000-08:00

vogue : showing legs

2006-02-25T19:13:00.000-08:00

vogue

back

2006-02-20T20:34:00.000-08:00

back to melbourne , homesicked and depressed....

until this year , i just know that leaving malaysia is something that really pain into the ass...
i can still remember few days before leaving , i was in sungai petani having my very final moment of enjoying my summer break. There , me and my cousin watched the taiwan series day and night non stop, which was fun.. and at night i can actually smell the scent of night ( so in love with it )...

and now , in melbourne..well not entirely alone , surein is having his early meddy lecture , luke won't be back til monday due to his holiday maximization ...adi , worse, 5th of march

oh forget to mention the final reunion at startbucks in penang..soo touching
ray actually called out 7 guys just to say goodbye with me...and we took a vogue pic (which will post soon)...

not to forget what happened inside the plane , the food there was inedibly yucked and the breakfast was just a stupid piece of croissant and soothies!!! (i was soo tempted to log on MAS website and give them piece of my professional advice of catering)
movie there were not that good as well , just watched 2 idiotic chinese mahjong comedy and the prince of egypt ( i slept half way )

ok that's it , more to come soon

2006-01-12T22:25:00.000-08:00

i had a dream this morning....and it was mentally scaring..

it was first me , adi and devid appeared, and devid told me he is not comming back EVER , and they (lidia , adi , lib , derek etc etc) plan to have a posh farewell party for him.. All of a sudden , i felt so weak and had a migrain and so i insisted i can't join them.

so they just distingerated away slowly ( like a broken mirror ) in front of me while i was lying on the bed with a thermometer stucked in my mouth...
IT IS A SIGN !!!

that's it for the dreamy stuff..

i bet you guys ( malaysian and NTV7 addicts )know william quah right? , for the record, he has a blog (you can find it via the links on the top of my cute 1st grade pic). i found it yesterday and i read it.... Eeerr , lengthy and pretty much filled with his celebrity blah-blah opinions plus heaps of his self portraits.

i actually left a comment there ( i guess i was too bored )... " APPARENTLY A NARCISISST AND A PHOTO WHORE " and he replied that he got riled up at first , but then realised it was a veiled compliment.....

i never thought he would reply and i am kinda happy that i annoyed him "a bit"...

summer scent

2005-12-29T05:08:00.000-08:00

i used to promise surein that i gotta help to kill his past time by updating my blog....

back to penang and straight to perlis , man , i sweated the whole day long , even inside my dad's car with air-conditioner that blows out maximum gust of "not that cool air"...(apparently i am an aussie now ,duh)
and of course , met up with ray , greg and some insignificant ex-classmates , even had barbeque with my secondary school teachers, it was a failure for the barbe due to the fucking torrential rain and the unhumorous organizer..so dead

stayed in penang for 3 weeks , everyday gotta go market in the morning with granny ,mop the floor and vacumm the spider webs (so much for "the" CNY)..really wonder when will my mid life crisis arrive...

went KL for retail with greg and ray , an interesting trip really , 10 a.m -- 10 p.m : shopped at bukit bintang (great place for cruising), KLCC and chow kit from 10 p.m -- 4 a.m : hunting for trannies ( to be specific , transvestite prostitute )
i remember that we saw one of them who has the boobs of mariah crey , but a face of a guy with hokkerish make-up , how offscene.. i regret why i didn't ask : silicon
valley !!! how much to fondle??
talking about retailing , just to let you guys know that I GOT ANOTHER 2 BAGS (esprit and seed) AND PAIR OF SNEAKERS!!! of course that won't be enough for me...

that's it for now...will update again..

tagged

2005-11-07T05:34:00.000-08:00

ok , since alvin wants to know it so badly....so wat the hell

Seven Things I Plan To Do Before I Die :
1) Get laid
2) go to gay bar once ( i am not gay , just a horny bisexual )
that's abt it

Seven Things I Can Do :
i can do lotsa things...more speific pls

Seven Celebrity Crushes :
1)charlize theron
2)ryan reynolds
3)julia stiles ( not a crush , just think she's good )
4)and Gil hyatt ( he's hot)
5)rock lee (naruto)
6) not to forget my grandma , she's the hottest
7) my tutor

Seen Recent/ Current Books :
1)Finance 101
2)GQ men magazine
3)engineering analysis B ( hey , now's exam time , everybody is nerding )
less than 7 definitely

Seven Favourite Food :
1) now i crave for kway teow th'ng
2) grandma's laksa
3) Banana fritters (thanks for reminding , alvin)
4) grand's sambal anchovies (food of ultimate orgasm)

Seven Random Facts About Me :
1) i am a bitch , as y'all know
2) shoe and bags whore
3) i fake my accent sometimes with my friends
4) i think melbourne uni MUOSS (melbourne uni oversea student society)is a waste of time
5) i dun speak hokkien and i rarely mix with penangites when i am in melbourne
6) i wish i can be a model
7) i strutt

Seven People I Want to Tag
1) nobody , because i dun have time to read other people's lives except my wannabe cousin , alvin , who is now in sdyney , craving for kway teow th'ng as well

peace

2005-10-28T10:16:00.000-07:00

my target before my 21st birthday , somebody pls buy it for me~~~!!!!!

the end of the sem. break

2005-10-01T18:02:00.000-07:00

sem. break is going to end in 11 hours time and exam timetable was out on the web yesterday
arrrghhh

apparently i am not in my english mode , can't think of anything that's translated to english (thanks to my excessive canto pop hits and KTV, but will go again tho)

my exam time table :
Nov 11 fri , 9.30 a.m -- eng.B
Nov 14 Mon , 2.15 p.m -- finance 1
Nov 18 fri , 9.30 a.m -- CPA
Nov 24 Thu , 9.30 a.m -- light and matters

and i am scheduled to go back on the 28 Nov morning.....looking forward ,or not?

mid sem break

2005-09-19T10:45:00.000-07:00

oh gawd~~~
what a relief , finally the mid sem is here for me to catch up all the uni material from the past few weeks..

wait...damn, ,i still have a assignment due this comming friday ,it is 3/4 finished anyway..
haven't blogged for ages , and it seems that my blog has gone oblivion and desolated, hmm , anyway, lets recap :

went to chapel street yesterday (shoe shopping) and bought a pair of "pretty safe" shoes, 3 pair for $150 (me, devid and adi) , sounds cheap and pirated, but in fact , is not , is just a local brand (check it out : http://www.directme.com.au/scarpe.html) made in melbourne, i never heard of it before as well!!
spoted a pair of tagless dolce and gabbana thongs , didn't ask how much is it tho (coz i know i definitely can't afford it for sure...).
also spotted a pair of nike presto , cost about $170 !! , what!! ,pair of presto just cost about $100 now and the model is already 3 years ago!! man , i am so going to give a big "B" (boycott) for that nike boutique...what a short sighted shoe vendors.

Oh oh you know what!!?? we bumped Anthony Callea , for those do not know who the hell is he , he is the runner up for aussie idol last year (who lost to a fat biatch)..
how weird, bumping anthony should have the feeling just like bumping Gwen stefani , i should go and flirt a little and get my arse signed, but i didn't
you know why? it was such a turn off and shock to see how "tall" is he..man~~~168cm?
i dun know , his height just stopped/stunned me from getting his autograph

according to the insider, rumor has said that he is gay , hmm...i saw him with a guy who has merely the exactly height with him , not sure whether is a friend, OR partner...i guess i have to keep guessing then

Merdeka essay , specially dedicated to pak lah

2005-08-31T01:48:00.000-07:00

hey kawan kawan ,

ishhh , lama tak blog dah , mestinya anda semua tertanya-tanya apa dah terjadi pada si kenny yang handsome tu....
ahh , kenny sini baik baik sahaja , hari hari makan steak (atkin's diet) , bubuh mask and shopping , bagus kan?

eh!!! ini kan BM (why not english) , oh lupa gua beritahu , hari ini kan merdeka ayng ke-48 , tentu la perlulah bersemangat patriotik sikit , kita kan oroang malaysia (blah blah blah)

oh secara ringkas , gua telah meyambut hari lahir gua last friday di OLD KINGDOM (itik nya , sedapppp , aiya , air liur meleleh lagi) tapi , sambutan tu bukanlah semacam yang gua idam idamkan , amat ringkas ( kononnya kawan bagus , cis )
mungkin sebab kerana hari yang bermakna tu telah jatuh pada musim sakit , 6 orang hadir , hanya 2 orang tak sakit aje ( lihat photo photo di bawah , semuanya muka tak bermaya , ikan ikan nyawa nampaknya ,hanya ku saja yang gagah sentiasa. aisehhhh , gua masih ingat simpulan bahasa ya , not bad not bad ... hmm , perlu pantun tak?)

oh ya , talking abt merdeka , di melbourne ni , warga bumiputra nya , macam endah tidak endah pada hari yang bersejarah ni , semuanya macam biasa , lepak di sini sana , tak nampak bendera malaysia berkibaran ,lagu patriotik pun tidak dikumandang pun .....muda mudi zaman modern ni , issshh !!! telah lupa bahawa betapa susahnya nenek moyang mereka berunding dengan koloni inggeris untuk mendapat kebebasan daripada jajahan ...(wah , formalnya ayat gua , macam tulis karangan , pasti dapat "A" dalam SPM , tak ragu ragu lagi. )

oh natijahnya , selamat hari merdeka ya kepada warga malaysia yang ku cintai buat selama lamanya , juga moga moga pak lah dapat membaca karangan saya yang berwawasan ni dan diberinya scholarship penuh hingga course saya tamat , kalau boleh, diberi menjadi PM atau DYMM pun tak apa , alharmunilah (wrong spelling) , allah yang maha besar sentiasa memberi berkat.
wahahahahahahahaha

tabik!!!!

OMG , reading my rusty broken bahasa malaysia , i am puking blood now.

my chocolate mousse from crown , highly recomended , eeekkk!! only 9 candles??

2005-08-31T01:46:00.000-07:00

photo sluts

2005-08-31T01:45:00.000-07:00

group pic 3

2005-08-31T01:44:00.000-07:00

taken twice

2005-08-31T01:43:00.000-07:00

@ old kingdom

luke's Pacific House bash

2005-08-08T08:58:00.000-07:00

awwww , a treat from me (salivating)

luke's family and sluts

see the roast ducks...yum

As promised in the previous post.
lurve the oyster and sea ccucumber , but sigh , gotta leave the restaurant early due to the over-crowded patrons waiting outside the restaurant. if not , bet will take more pics
(pardon my language , is 2.00 am in the morning , yawn~~~~)

update it

2005-07-31T07:07:00.000-07:00

devid and wifes

devid ,. adi , marsono , me and lidia @ limos

one week , 2 birthdays to attend.
luke's and devid's
just want to say that i am so craved for the oysters at Pacific House now (aphrodisiacs are always nice , mmmmmm ) , and will go back to Limos to indulge the long and tender sausage , as well as the neo-tasting cocktails. ( lurve the Fruit Tingle!!! )
man , gotta plan my bday now....

uni already started as y'all know , now trying damn hard to devote most of my time in the library , asking tutors and lecturers as much questions as i can .(kiasu i know , well , for the sake of covering the stigma of failing my subject , what can i do?)

just talked to my newly uni-recruited pal in UM , he seems to have a good time there , occupying himself with loads of societies' activities and widening his circle of friends....how nice yeh?

will post luke's birthday soon
adios

time to get kiasu

2005-07-18T05:25:00.000-07:00

been nearly a month didn't feed my blog at all , looks damn deserted and spider webbed.

piangz , result came out and i flunked my accounting (what the fuck , oh please dun judge me , i am bad with my accounting subject , still wondering why i took it in the first place , so suicidal~~~)

as the result , sdyney dream just gone and for the last 2 weeks of the holiday been just spending my time hibernating in the library , kiasuly studying just to comfort my self , (waaaa , damn hardcore)

got to choose a new commerce subject for next semester . Shag , should i just retain accounting or just enrol a new subjects? dilemma dilemma , man , what a stressful decision i got to face , everyday showered with naggings and advices from mom til 2 pimples popped up from my pretty face ...shoot

well end up , choosing finace for my commerce and reading the notes , phew , ok , at least i can understand compared to accounting (yay)
and by the way people , i decided to quit msn and internet , just for the sake to get a better marks ..
oppsie, time for simple life interns

2005-06-28T08:39:00.000-07:00

"the" extra tried to cameo his LV ,still incomparable with my chuck taylor converse

Need a break!!!! arrrgh
finally confronted to my IGA boss that i am gonna quit , man ~~~thinking of my future new babies (shoes), i so need a new job.
talking about babies , people , i got my another pairof nike vandal camoflouge from ebay!!! ask for details if you have (wink)

went shopping and watched few movies to relieve the stress from the nguyens.
went clethenham for retail theraphy but ended up late for work and gotta nagged by a china biatch , still worth it tho , spent around $90++ to get 2 jackets ,3 t shirts and a scarve , very economical.
went to village to watch the longest yard , the batman begins and Madagascar .
commentary :
1) the longest yard 7 out of 10 , 3 marks deducted because i hated adam sandler ( he is not funny at all)
2) batman begins : 3 out of 10 , christian bale stinks and he is fat , still prefer george clooney in batman returns and Val kilmer in batman forever , well maybe i am biased coz i ain't huge batman fans like the newly balded fijian/samoan adi.
3) Madagascar : OMG , one of the funniest cartoon i ever watched , just lurve the penguins slapping each other , but alex (ben stiller) is kinda boring there .

STPM uni result is out and congrats to my sis , but sad thing is brit and ray gotta leave for Kl
-brit , got into optometric in UKM , damn lucky him
-ray , property management in UM , man , the oldest and the most prestigious uni in Malaysia
-greg , accountancy in USM , same subject as i do now
-alex , err...hehe , business management i think ,but is in USM as well.. sis , correct me if i am wrong

me and ray just chatted for a while and obviously he still can't get through the phase of overcomming the homesickness , but chia you , you sis rocks (wink)

2005-06-18T08:53:00.000-07:00

Exam --- done
Past year paper / lecture notes --- burnt
nike vandal hi laser laduecke --- bought ( name : horlicks )
IGA --- working hard now
Sdyney --- soon

can you imagine the feeling after the goddamn exam? imagine three days constipated anus finally cleared ( oh baby [with a little bit of shivering], soo good i tell ya )
2 weeks of back and forth to REB was hellshly inexplicable , but i finally manage to survive in the end.

accompanied by Jing and off we went to Myers due to the bombastically advertised winter sale , what i say is -- suck my balls !! honey , there are nothing inside but just piles and piles of garbage...how hopeless
BUT except this one Guess duffle bag which was placed at a unspotted shelve , hidden from all the patrons sight. Very nice bag to be honest , which cost about $120 , should i get it? hmmmm

talked to Ray yesterday and his bdae is in 3 days soon , (sigh) i guess he will throw a huge party this year , inviting all the A-listed 5S1 classmates but just except me (ugghhh)
exam done, but gotta work everyday (damn) , recently the lady boss all of the fuckin sudden gotta go to amsterdam (the city of hooker) to visit the sick dad , and poor me and adi have to work everyday from 9 to 5 , facing the weird patrons and the irritating bosses.

that's all for now folks , will post if something nice happened

untitiled recent post

2005-06-04T10:04:00.000-07:00

Ok , now here comes my lengthy post after realizing I haven’t put much effort on it . well , exam is coming , everybody been devotedly/routinely “hibernating” inside the library , packets of munchies/snacks on the desk , thick spectacles staring at the book , calculator constantly pressed and last but not least , hand scratching the head..

Of course , I am one of them , the worse thing is due to my hellish job ,I have less study time compare to them (fuck) , still remember the pretty boy got the job now? (kekekeek)
SWOC VAC starts today and the uni basically is totally deserted , no more outdoor sun bathing and warm , nice siesta. Now , what we got are just books and ridiculous paranoia .
Exam ends at 16 , which is a good thing (kinda early).
Just talked to one of my friend back in penang , damn, he is leaving for UK this coming September!!! And more shocking is – he is going to Redang island tomorrow and I have to study like mad here!!!

Oh oh people , did I tell you all that I got a piercing on my nostril? Well thanks to Bollywood and “bride and prejudice” , not only the piercing but also my room now is fragrant by jasmine scent….
I am pretty sure that my momma will faint when she knows her son has gotten his perky nose pierced , but whatever , I just told my granny and sis 2 days ago and they were being soo supportive about it , thanks again. Well will post the pic after I change the small teeny tiny little willy stud , darn irritated when nobody can sees it (well you guys know that I am anl attention seeking whore hehehe)

Su’s bday was fun to be honest , nice dinner inside posh restaurant at docklands was something that Melbournians should not ask for more…
We had Indian cuisine , and a “generous” amount of white chocolate black forrest which turned out my portion tasted a bit fishy (damn~~~~~) , but overall it tastes good , a good combo with Kulfi (awww , orgasmic) ordered by our birthday boy.

We ordered mango lassi (yoghurt drink) , 2 kulcha naan bread , basmati rice , papadums, traditional tandoori chicken , one lamb curry , seafood curry and one ladies’ fingers curry ( name forgotten), the portion didn’t seems satisfying, but it bloated like 7 months pregnant aunty after the meal….god~~

Wanna see the pics?
Scroll down your cursor!!

2005-06-04T10:01:00.000-07:00

see the cake??

2005-06-04T10:00:00.000-07:00

in america next top model , tyra banks will say : i am sorry , but your pic looks......too wow for me

2005-06-04T09:57:00.000-07:00

i am climbing, but looked more like i am humping (groooooosssss!!)

2005-06-04T09:55:00.000-07:00

okaaayy , lukey , are you.......peeing?

2005-06-04T09:54:00.000-07:00

try hard paris hilton

2005-06-04T09:48:00.000-07:00

who snapped this pic!!??? why no food included!!????

2005-06-04T09:47:00.000-07:00

damn!! i drool whenever i see this pic!!!

me and adi's extra dessert - balls!!!!!!!

异世界 (the song)

2005-05-26T22:19:00.000-07:00

歌手:周传雄专辑:男人海洋

people , go and download it....!!!! lurve it heaps

如果距离不够远
怎么看得见伤悲
有时背对你反而能不虚伪
能够说的是再见
不能说的是怀念
最难的离别叫做干脆
什么忘记你的我会越来越胆怯
因为你在回忆里会越来越完美
我和你拥有不同的世界
我拥有寂寞你拥有亏欠
而我感伤的不是失去的那些
而是获得的一切
我和你回到不同的世界
你回到自由我回到后悔
而我的悲哀使我了解最爱的是谁

如果没有掉眼泪
怎么知道我伤悲
若没有你陪快乐食之无味
会说谎的是语言不说谎的是感觉
我的无所谓都是虚伪
离开我是旷世以为我太过自卑
害怕成为我是那么爱你的一切
我和你拥有不同的世界
我拥有寂寞你拥有亏欠
而我感伤的不是失去的那些
而是获得的一切
我和你回到不同的世界
你回到自由我回到后悔
而我的悲哀使我了解最爱的是谁
悲哀使我了解最爱的是谁

current new plan

2005-05-21T09:46:00.000-07:00

just made up my mind :

1)gonna get a new shirt for surein's birthday
2) dye my hair
3) get tanned
4) get my nose pierced!!!!!!! (ok , that's the biggest decision i have made so far)

dun get shocked~~~

plan plan & plan

2005-05-08T07:50:00.000-07:00

“Sem break cumming to me now” (literally) wee~~~
time to get wild (definitely got to be wilder than before , intensify my purplish hair , get a Bronx complexion , new shoes, new outfit and new job!!)

gossiper 1 : hey girlfriend (wobble the head), do ya know the hottie / meanie / pretty boy boy Kenny chang kean isaea just got “a” job at IGA (independent grocery Australia)?

Yeap ~~~ me!!!( polished manicured finger pointing at myself ), I got “the” job now , oh gawd , people ~~dun dun ever apply a job at this mini-mart I tell ya , it takes ages for them to contact you back. (took me about 1 month to get the fucking job) hello , what took you so long to contact me back huh? Is there anyone better than me??!! (pout)

Just a brief intro : a small , normal and forgettable milk bar managed by bunch of “nguyens” (damn , I am racist!!!) , some of them are fine but some of them are just~~~ fucked up . Just call this guy , dev , scrawny , weird and sarcastic 4-eyed local hobbit who always leave bulky boxes and tedious chores to new pretty recruits like me.
Just like today , due to my imperfect height ( god , please let me get 3 more cm taller!!) , I couldn’t reach the top of the shelf and arrange the goods , thus I asked that matha fucking mofo where is the small basket for me to stand on it in order to reach the shelf . Reluctantly , what I got from him is : are sure you can reach there? Oh c’mon~~

Okok , rectification please!!! What is the word “c’mon” here? Is that means he didn’t believe that I can’t reach there and ask me to try harder? Ok listen , you dumb nguyen , stop making assumptions , go and get something better to do instead of wandering around the mart “to look for used condoms from the customer to smell !!” (ok , I dun really know what am I talking about at the last part , I am pissed, pardon me)

Next , the owner’s wife who is smart (because she is the one who employed me) and multi-linguistic . Her name – Rhonda , (her attitude sometimes kinda reminds me of my momma) , fast is her priority , and apple pie order comes second.
Initially, she talked to me in English, ok what the hell~~ , after few hours the first day I worked, she suddenly asked me , hey Kenny, do you know how to speak Cantonese?
Immediately a yes from me…
From that second onward , the fierce from her face was totally gone and til now, we just use canto all the time…

Pre holiday plan , as if last year , mid year break , mid year retail therapy. Due to the unforgivable fact that I experienced few outfits clashes with “not so cool” Melbournians, (god!!! Damn embarrassing I tell you !!) this year the shopping G-spot --- Sdyney!!! Oh yeah~~~
Planned by Adi , endorsed by me~~( haha joking) , sadly this year’s trip can’t joined by the photosluts , especially Su, who went vacay with us last year got to go back as soon as his final paper.(sigh)
And of course, holiday always come with new image , this year :
Gonna get a Bronx color complexion which is sooo cool to conceal my pimples’ scar (very modelish as well)
New hair color , people dun let my mom knows that I dyed my hair!! In fact going to change it into a more striking color (metallic purple~~ yay!!) new hairstyle + new color = edgy (my new equation)

Gonna get some new funky polo T as well , listen people, there’s a cool shop at melb central!!-BUZZ , the sneakers there , my gawd , only 20 bucks!!! And some cool , long cheap scarves as well!!
And last but not least new beanie for sdyney!!

P/s : to Alvin , if you need anything , tell me, will but for you, but of course not free ler~~~ hehehe , still in financial crisis leh

Summary for what i've have lately

2005-04-29T09:14:00.000-07:00

Oooo~~~looks like I‘ve procrastinated for too long , well , uni sucks as y’all know , heaps of ASSignments and projects got to be done in a snap of time ~~bugger the lecturers .

P/s : sorry for the point form , darn lazy recently

-Question : how’s life , kean?
Answer : Choked with extra tutorial sheets/revision , but life still good , manage to cope it well (i suppose , hehe).

-Had a great team (all girls , except me) to squeeze the brain together just to figure out how to do the fucking intro econ assignment questions. Holy Canoli!!! Still have 3 more to come. (middle finger to the assignments)

-Exam is coming soon~~ Oh gawd , can you believe it ? my homesickness still hasn’t gone yet!! Sometimes still confused that I was just arrived Melbourne 2 days ago.

-Received a call from mom , telling me my another cousin (shi yik) is coming to Melbourne soon , damn why all of the sudden the timing become so wrong ?

-Went to Su’s place and took my first and foremost self made portfolio , portfolio-less life is strictly intolerable in the realm of narcissism (my new favorite quote). Will post it if it turns out good , don’t put high expectation on it tho…

feb's pic

2005-04-29T09:03:00.000-07:00

me and amma (pic from evon)

me and evon herself

-Hmmm , received a shocking call from Evon , telling me she is leaving Melbourne soon and going to transfer to Monash Malaysia (what the~~) , and received some pics taken by her the day I leave penang

best cuisine so far

2005-04-29T09:01:00.000-07:00

crave so badly man~~

dave (housematie)

-Been gaining little weight but still crave for Korean barbeque (gluttonous indulgence kills yo~~jenny craig, help!!), arrghhh imagine the mouth-salivating meat grilled on the hot plate…..Mmmmm, orgasmic.
straight after the haircut , went to this "the" korean barbeque buffet which cost about $19.50...the marinated pork and beef - ooooooo~~~

new hairdo

2005-04-29T08:58:00.000-07:00

then

now

-Got a nice haircut , buh bye coconut shell and here comes the edgy mannequin (wee!!). Went to Korean salon at Boxhill to cut my hair , without any ideal hairdo in my mind , I just let the Korean chick chose for me (having trouble communicating with them) , after the first stage cutting : WRONG~~ , WHAT KINDA HAIRSTYLE IS THIS??? But after washed it , wow , I look good!!

-Dyed my hair (purple!!) , very funky I know , inspired by ANTM , the color didn’t turn out as I expected tho(maybe have to wait few more days to let it luminate) , but been told that it is nicely dyed , thanks anyway ~

mean boy

2005-04-15T09:03:00.000-07:00

First of all reader dearies (esp. for those who is darn close to me), I have no Idea why in the heaven I post this for… today, finally I started to wonder, why I dun really give a damn (instead feel proud) when somebody give call me a bitch ? ~~ hmmm weird right?
Well to be honest, I am really a bitch, sometimes hehe.

examples :

1) Let’s say when a bunch of Malaysians with intense Malaysian’s aura pass by, oh oh~ definitely will just talk about it for hours non-stop :
“ ewwwkk!!! Malaysians!! Seeing them reminds me of blah blah blah …and he/she is so freaking ….. , I couldn’t wait to go and slap the hell out of them…”.

2)“ gees, did you see what I saw?? That geezer from …who used to be the same tutorial with… and he/she always think she/he dresses so nicely but actually it is just a piece of unwanted table cloth”

3)“ hey, … can you smell something? What the~~~ is that guy I think , what a BO (body odour), damn!!! Worse than a three days unwashed virgina!!! , god, I think I am fainting right now~~”

LOOK AT THOSE EXAMPLE PEOPLE!!! How filthy my glossily applied mouth is , I tried to feel bad for what I have said (hello, karma pays!!), bad habit conquers unfortunately , I couldn’t help but just keep continue until today (sigh), what a value of monstrosity ~~
And of course, exteriorly/to strangers, I am a well taught , bona fide Samaritan , who is shy (sometimes), kind, cherish and sanely behaved ; deep into my core/with close pals I am a guy with insane temper and an unusual skanky,crude persona …( mean devilish Kenny : stop angelic Kenny!! If you keep going on, I will cry now~~).

Good friends like my fella photo sluts been “maternally” advised me to ditch the sinful attitude, but sometimes I couldn’t help but have to repel back : “isn’t that the personality that makes me unique and funny to talk to? Don’t you miss the bitchy Kenny when I become clean and angelic?”
Just imagine the Mr. Nice guy Kenny chang kean seng who will greet y’all everyday with a nice unvulgaric opening : hi, how are you today?, how’s your week been treating you? , well , he/she is not that bad as you said, they are fine , well , that’s very nice of you, I appreciate it a lot, thank you very much with a lot of “HEHE”…
OH MY GOD ~~ did you ever heard Kenny said thank you before!!???? (honey, I will only say thank you when the end of the day is in 2 days time)

my sickening temper , like most of my pals know that I am a seasonal typhoon (literally), sometimes I can be kind , but can turn into a jerky arsehole without a reason in a nick of time …and personally hate when plan changes , like I will be damn pissed (mouth pout )when all the things planned are postponed or cancelled ( maybe I hate to take time to “readapt” to the new plan I suppose~~)definitely will bitch and curse around for the whole day , but I didn’t really say it out what’s the reason I do that, …yeah very bossy I know
To be honest that sometimes I like to play the devils advocate , like to cross path with the normal routine, talk to the loudest and do something which catch people attention for the sake of getting the popularity ( useless actally)

I used to think that am I one of the meanest guy in melb uni? Friends said no, but I do wish I am , just imagine that :

- I bitch in the campus all they long ….talking about all the thick spectacled nerdy people who passed by carrying thick books. Want to find those people I said? Refer to your Melb uni student diary map (building 181), technically, all of them will be there fighting each other to borrow books . But to Surein, you are the exception, you are the best and coolest among of them, way to go yo (hehe)

-Complaining how sucky and yucky the food is as if I am the professional critics , by the way, message people , for those who study in melb uni, don’t go to uni catch in union house, head chopping price (you know what I mean) , trans-fat concentrated food and fucked face by some of the sellers (damn I am bitching)

-Commenting people fashion sense as if I am a professional fashion detective ~~

-Trend setter ( esp shoes )

and one more thing…Ok, I think I have enough of “de-standardizing” myself now , time to go…booya

Newlybought

2005-04-11T05:12:00.000-07:00

adi's converse and my limited redwood dunk premium (is not white by the way, is greyish silver)

night market

2005-04-11T03:21:00.000-07:00

sucky fruit salad : adi is gald not havin' it, i fake my face no matter what, luke try to be nice and su's face has shown us the answer : suck!!!

the expression after finishing the fruit salad

after the culture night, just testing the camera and of course photo sluts won't miss the chance -- posing

Last week, the extra Melbourne university oversea student society (MUOSS) suddenly organized an Asian dominated nite market. Huh!!?? Hello, can you imagine bunches of nerdy/ kiasu and fake Asians all of the sudden become soo down to earth , willingly to set up stalls and sells their unprofessional culinary skills? In fact, is not unprofessional , is inedible instead!!!!

Just one good advise to all my readers (wink): whenever you see Asians overseas student setting up stalls with a big SIGN: homemade blah blah blah , don’t don’t ever dare yourself to go near the stalls. I double dare you :
1)when you just get near them, the whole bunch of girls (if you are a guy) will just swarm over to you, offering cheap oily foods.
2)They won’t release you until you buy something from them
3)The foods suck!!! And they still pretend it is ambrosial..

Well I was the dumb one to be honest :D (hehe), I saw a big crowd gathered at the barbeque section and out of my curiosity, I went there and took a peep, ahhh, NORMAL~~~, do you expect me to buy few pieces of winglets covered with coal ?

Just the moment when I turned my head , two chicks (with bad bad intentions) appeared and started to promote their stupid fruit salad (just a plastic cup filled with couple pieces of mango and grapes, how retarded).
From that moment, I know I have to buy it no matter what, well I am no saint either (hehe), I dragged luke and su along with me and started to tell them how cool looking the fruit salads were (sorry guys).
The outcome kinda expected actually, Su complained and Luke (the nice guy) didn’t say anything but just……(well the answer was tattooed on his face…sorry again) me , I started cursing when I tasted the first piece eewwwkkkk, (1 buck for hearing how good am I cursing I guess.. )

Well of course , we did take photos there .

After that, we went around the market just for the sake of digesting the “fruity” salad, something weird and hilarious happened.
Whilst walking around , adi bumped his pals and they chatted a while, but we keep going until we stop at this dim lighted Malaysian stall.. hmmmm packets and packets of banana fritters were nicely displayed, but looked at the packet carefully , the packet actually were becoming translucent because of excessive oils (gross).
Since were standing there for so long ( stunned by the oily packet) , the sellers thought we were planning to buy some from them, before we managed to reject them, adi appeared suddenly and yelled : eeewwkkk , can you see how oily is it????

Errr…..okaaayy~~ adi , we can see it, but you dun have to shout it out and let the whole “world” know it~~
Gosh we were just stunned and adi just realized what he had said (well, according to adi, it was just a natural reflex / reaction , what the~~) , of course we ran away ASAP, laughing non-stoply, the sellers (poor thing - still in shocked what he had heard)…. aren’t we mean ??
Answer : yes we are~~~~ muahahahahahaha

something Sesual , Sexual and Superficial (SSS) about me....

2005-04-04T20:25:00.000-07:00

My Seduction Style: The Coquette

I am are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get.
My flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing me.
Independent and self-sufficient, I don't need any one person to make you compelte.
And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue me.

My Love Style is Manic

To me, love is the ultimate rollercoaster

And I love to hold on tight and enjoy the ride

Every time i fall in love, it feels like the first time

And while it's exciting and exhilarating...

It's also stressful and scary!

My Boobies' Names Are: Twin Peaks

My Girl Parts Are Named: Twat Waffle

My Drag Queen Name is: Agnetha Anus

My Porn Star Name is: Chris Cucumber

My Star Wars Masturbation Method Is:
Scratching Yoda Behind the Ears

I am the Very Gay Peppermint Patty!

Softball is the huge tipoff here...
As well as a "best friend" who loves to call her "sir"

I am 50% Normal

(Somewhat Normal)

While some of My behavior is quite normal...

Other things I do are downright strange

I've got a little of your freak going on

But i mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

Kenny Kean Seng Chang's Aliases

My movie star name: Smith Lim Bor Kee

My fashion designer name is Kenny Milan

My socialite name is Fat Chicken New York

My fly girl / guy name is K Cha

My detective name is Dog Chung Hwa Confucian

My barfly name is Smith Bacardi Breezer

My soap opera name is Kean Seng Pantai Jerjak 1

My rock star name is Chupa Chups Cheetah

My star wars name is Kenflu Chamei

My punk rock band name is The Excited Dildo

My Penis Name is: The Bald Avenger

Summary for the easter

2005-04-03T07:31:00.000-07:00

sitting in front of my com , listening to Roxette's song and preparing for the first day after easter break....WHY THE time HAS PASSED IN SUCH A GLIMPSE!!??? fuck.

i can still remember on friday (2 days ago), when i teased one of my friend, asking him what has he done throughout the break..but ironically, what have i done this break? hmm
let's recap (been diagnosed suffered from minor Alzheimer's disease lately hehe).

well , been studying nearly everyday (just free on friday), quite comforting to hear that actually, at least i did something i responsible for...
been back and forth to adi's place, group studying works sometimes people!!!
studying at his place , i couldn't help but have to compare his house and mine , he got a study room!!! i don't!!!
studying inside the room was fun, sometimes when you are just tired from the lecture note's teeny tiny alphabets, baxter(the dog) will just cast some anecdotes like throwing trantrums and whining for attention, what a good distraction really.

2) Went to Borders to "link" myself to the outer by reading some gossip magazines , surprisingly , they just stocked in tons of nice manga like X/1999 (damn nice) , xxx holics (by clamp as well) , samurai deeper KYO , HACK , Tokyo Babylon (clamp clamp) and negima...
esp XXX holics, one of my latest favourites , i just can't stop reading it (strongly recomended)
sypnopsis : watanuki , self obedient, smart but naggy student all of a sudden was drag into some inexplicable world by a wish-granting witch called Yuko ichihara
one thing nice about this manga is it links to other clamp's previous artwork like cardcaptor sakura , Tsubasa resevoir chronicles and legendary knights...
another thing is the artwork, splendid and jaw dropped as always (art smart)

3) went shopping- who is the dumbest people in this world? answer :the one who didn't do retail while there tons of mega-sale waiting for him to "tear their shop down", literaly...
time to shop till i drop, oh yeah~~!!(specially dedicated to surein the initiator)went to Clethenham with pals on friday, great place to shop , but definitely a suck place to buy a new pair of sneakers...arrghh
bought a nice polo t and jeans short from roger david and a cool belt from rivers. But the nicest part was when i went back to the city again just for my new baby , "Milo". A limited edition nike dunk premium (darkwood red and grey). will post it's photo soon heheheh
dinner : SAMURAI from Glenferrie!!! luke, the food there-- heavenly cooked, ambrosia!!
entre : marinated squid salad ,
main course : curry katsu-don
soup : miso mushroom
drinks : green tea milkshake (best of the best yum)

shit 2.00 in the morning already??? damn
time to go and sleep now...nite nite

Cosplay

2005-03-30T19:43:00.000-08:00

cosplay at my house , me : assassin adi, drug addict and su, drug dealer carrying bags of cocain, hahahahahah

err...is a bit too early for japanese anime week hehehehe

Easter ~~~

2005-03-27T08:25:00.000-08:00

wah kenny!! what's with the stern but cool lookin' face???(click the pic and enlarge it, i was wearing spec!!!)

adi and luke, looking nice

Hey hey hey , happy Easter hons and people….receive any eggs? sure you’ all do right? But remember don’t eat it too often tho, think about the calories is enough to make you phobia to it for the rest of your life. But people still eat it , what a dumbo~~~~(hehehe)

mid semester and AYE CURUMBA!!! 10 days break , wow definitely have to conjure up something cool to ease ourselves from the first few hellish uni weeks. What should I do, what should I do? Oh Easter sale babe!! Time to shop till I drop (well not that exaggerated), damn just spotted a brand new Nike shoe (magenta and grey) and I swear I am gonna buy that no matter what it cost, thus have to save 5 bucks for everyday (dunno when will it takes to reach $200 sigh sigh)

oh talking about Easter ,I can still remember the night before the Good Friday , the was a huge clearance for all the perishable goods at Safeway (frankfurters , seafood flakes , kebabs , salads , fresh chickens etc). Of course the section was full of all the financially on the stake oversea students like me and Adi , squeezing each other and kept yelling at the sale assistant telling him we want this and we want that (damn, since when I start writing singlish???)

came out from Safeway , panting and nagging why the bitch kept ignoring us instead serving other patrons, then all of the sudden, I realized I was carrying two bagful of good stacked with tons of “discounted” stickers, how pathetic and cheap I was (sigh) , luckily I didn’t sense any despising eyesight cast at both of us tho (relieved)

few days later , quote from Lexi (sex and the city season 6) : I AM SO BORED THAT I COULD DIE!!!
Oh finally Miss Congeniality (armed and Fab.) is on the screen . what the hell , on that day, 4 photo sluts were all stunningly dressed up (I wore my precious Buddha beads!!) and off we went with high expectation ,and it turned not as good as the previous one (duh~~) but it was fine (like the drag queen part tho). For Sandra’s fans , well go and give it a try, might like it . and also strongly recommended for drags who has runnin’ out of idea what should (she/he)wears for the performance, make sure you wear the fur, it is really a turn on!! (hahaha)

currently "the" song

2005-03-22T22:10:00.000-08:00

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

STPM announcement

2005-03-21T18:23:00.000-08:00

Errrr...kinda late for me to post this now , but still gonna say it ,who cares right?

it has been a week from now and for my "sis" back in penang :" is destined for what you got lar~~~~"
think about some of them will depart soon to other states, i was wondering when will all of us organize another 2002 5S1 class reunion again.......chance: low to 0 (na-da!!!)

then i thought back what greg said to me before i came back to melbourne , he said this year will be the last year we will meet as a group , well if not , maybe after 10 years, when all of us bring our family along.
damn sad man~~~

for those who is damn sure that they will study in USM (Brit and some..) , good news tho....

Moooomba

2005-03-14T03:10:00.000-08:00

what a gap!!!!!!!

can't focus man , so many extras walking passed by...what a distraction

"sushi" lickin' good baby

suppose to be a stupid pic...very stupid indeed

likey

Moomba festival starts and it has became “the” topic lingers around everybody’s mouth, esp. first year overseas students.
Duh, of course the photo-sluts (me, adi, surein and luke) definitely won’t miss such a photogenic occasion practicing our poses and faking the celebs’ grins, for the sake of future modeling career.
The day has come. Properly dressed, (20 minutes just to choose the shoes) lip balm glossily applied and off we walked to the Federation Square (walked? Ewwwkk sounds cheap~~, why no limos ???).
Walking with posse, along the direction with us were swarms and swarms of Melbournians who has exactly the same intention, heading Yarra riverbank to meat-pack with unknown strangers, and smell the body odor. (meaning : join with the others and have fun)
Confessions : I never been to Moomba before and I thought it is going to be something cool, but it turned out to be…normal~~~~~~~~ but the fireworks were “yikes a bee” tho

Boisterous bash

2005-03-08T05:42:00.000-08:00

guess where am i?

take 5!!!!!

another group "orgy" hehehe

Long waited post is finally here , sorry for the procrastination , surely i will change my "delaying" attitude , my bad..
i was thinking , how many weeks has it been since the reunion party? a week before the CNY, you do the math .. (i will sit down , take my sabbatical and sip my cappucino hahaha)
let's start from the beginning. still remember i was home alone in penang for 2 weeks ? and when Ray came back from KL , proposal was just suddenly made without any second thought...( just imagine how bored and desperate i was hehe)
basically, it took us (the organizer : ray and me) about a week just to contact all the listed guest , from that time , i finally realised when each of us takes the "differet path" , it will be damn hard to unite us back , i couldn't imagine how much will the phone bill cost for me to have a daily phone-dialling to INVITE them (sigh) , but good news tho , 3 quarters of the class showed up in the end( thanks for the face giving heheheehehhehe)..
4 days before "the" party , back and forth for me and ray to TESCO and MAKRO to buy all the necessities and ingredients , still remember both of us kept nagging to each other inside the car , regreting why in the fucking world we made such a dumb party bash , but thanks to Brit , one of the royalties who willing to ditch his "classy attitude" and joined us in the middle of the preparation ,what a saviour of our party , apppreciate heaps.

The day before the occasion , we (me ray and brit) went to GURNEY PLAZA to remind all the attending A-lists . As you all know that resting and bitching at coffee bean is a must for the royalties everytime when we are at gurney...and all of a sudden , i felt soo depressed and scared ( maybe for the first i organize things..hehe) that nobody will turn up and whatsoever , you know a pesimistic cool guy like me....(sigh)
time has arrive and YIKES!!!! my door bell never stopped buzzing and the motorcycles honked all night long , from that moment , i know i have succeeded my sole mission : my first gathering since 2002 yay!!!!!!
let's talk about that day's agenda :

1) starters : homemade garlic bread ( pukka , all of them like it , relieved )
2) main course : speggeti bolognese with fries( with rosemary , but the cheese wasn't enough tho , but they all aren't picky about food anyway )
3) side dish ++ appetizer : barbeque chicken , fish ball , squid ball and sausages
4) junkies : cuttle fish , CNY delicacies , cashew nuts and preserved food
5) dessert : variety of popsicles ( red bean , corn , jackfruit and durians )

still remember the clasic joke by ray while we were cooking , since we were the chef of "the" night , why not each represents a famous chef...hmmm

me : hmmm who should i be then???
ray : easy , you will be Jamie oliver since you are cooking pasta and i will be Kylie kwong (in a girlish way , hahahahahahaahah)
me : how about brit?
ray : errr , let him choose , chef Wan Ismail or Agnes chang (i nearly spilled my pasta sauce)

Greg joined us half way , as a..........maria (filipinos maid), basically we were just commanding him to mop the floor, pity him hehehehe.
Surprisingly , the party started at 8 and the psata finished in glismped of time . The barbeque practically started at 12 midnight and ends at 4 in the morning.
another jokes : at 2 o'clock in the morning , Adam asked us not to make a big fuss during the barbeque , then jonathan said let's prepare more barbeque chicken just in case if neighbours come and complain , we will just use the chicken wings and stuff their mouth (!!!!!)
the barbeque session actually is the most memorable one , whilst barbequeing , most of us (some of them were inside the living room , watching movie) sat in a round and talked about sex jokes , you know , men and women..( god!!! so wish that there will be another gathering again )

in the end of the gathering , everybody paid us the fees without any complains about the price , is good to know that they realised what's the real intention which lies behind the occasion , all is not about the food , but is about the memories and friendship we shared...

p/s : there are more pics actually , but i chose the best three to display
i miss them so much (waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa waaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!)

2005-03-03T16:43:00.000-08:00

ooppsie~~~
haven't been bloggin' for a while i know , after the topsie turvy house moving , house cleaning and whatso ever.... just want to say that now everything is back in shape (not my body shape tho hohohohoh), everyday shop with housemates for groceries , hanggin' out with pals...arghhh , life is always occupied for a cool nerdy melbournian icon like me but it still great for me , so dun ever ask me how am i ,of course fabulous and never better...

2 days ago i suppose , marsono called and asked whether wanna join him for his 4 peeps birthday bash at Sante buffet , yeah, what the hell, i went and the catering was just as the same as before , like the fish finger and thai fish cake , HATE THE ROAST BEEF THO ewwwk!!!!
still can remember that we were the only blokes table there , the rest were the annoying families and horny couples who were so desperate to get into the nearest restroom to relieve their carnal desires (arrrghhh, society nowadays~~)

Crown is the legal city of sins, people glide in with piles of 100 dollars note but amble out with matha fuckin' matha fuck face (if you know what i mean) , after the buffet , of course we went to the casino (hey hey , not for gamble ok~~~ just for a scene of a life time)with our pasport in our hand , inside there wow~~~ just the "scent" of the money and the clicking noice from the chips is enough to lure you to place your bet ASAP , but one thing of course, my endurance is unquestionable , ain't no people like gamblers dumb enough (dedicated from "ain't no mountain high enough" ).

i stopped by at a black jack table and have a look, three indians were on the stage gambling with the bankers , and suddenly i saw one of them , a women out a few 100 and 50 dollar notes , and after she count it , my good lord!!! is AUD 850!!! and after a while the man (husband maybe) took out another AUD 1000!!!!
For fuck sake , why don't they just spend it on their clothes and shoes instead of this "sure lose unless lucky enough" game?

melb melb yikes a bee~~~~

2005-02-23T20:02:00.000-08:00

At Adi's place, free dinner and free bed...paradise ke ke ke

back to melb..with a fucking sore all over the body , especially my neck (thanks to evon tho , rubbing my back )
straight away towards my new ginger cottage after the airport , but have to stand in front of the house waiting for the landlord to bring the keys to me , just imagine standing there for 45 minutes like a freaking statue with a torned laguage bag beside him ( damn pity i know ) , but but i still faked the smiles when he arrived tho.

went inside the room , shake a doo (means wow~~~) , comfy but dusty, which needs days to clean it . no electricity , gas but just water, HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO STAY IN THIS HOUSE HUH!!??
ok whatever, this cool cool cottage, has three rooms (the biggest, deinitely is mine) one living room, kitchen , toilet (duh~~) and a chic backyard (will be damn panoramic "if" with bushes of flowers)

trying to phone the electricity phone and gas company , nobody answered but just a retarded voice message saying : " SORRY, WE ARE OFF NOW, PLS CALL BACK DURING THE WORKING HOUR ", mathafucker~~

my first caller , adi , thank god he was at home , dunno what is he up to ( but who cares, i just need his help ) and i ended up staying at his place for 5 days , aprreciate heaps.
throughout the 5 days, been continue back and forth to my new home sweet home, cleaned as much as i could ( adi "help" too ) , vacummed here and there like a maid , put my stylish jackets into the mirrored wardrobe and set up a cool coutour for my caps , scarves and shoes..

oreintation week starts and the uni is just fulled of first year newbies, holding bags and bags of brochures with mouthful of words (with saliva) casting to the lecturers , asking the stupid repetitive questions (sometimes i really pity them). Time has arrived i know , for me especially to stop thinking about my new cool shoes and spending money on my drooling coutour (sigh , i hate that)..i should now packing my bag , flipping through my new textbooks and focus on my comming daily routine --- studying....

p/s : will blog soon (wink wink)

2005-02-15T04:52:00.000-08:00

This morning , my phone madly rang like hell , and when i picked up, i was preparing to yell at the caller whoever she/he is (i dun give shit on what sex the person is). Bloody in-considerate prick~~ , call me at 11 o'clock in the morning while i was still pig-snored , deeply slumbered ...

it turned out to be A , my friend , sorry no more info provided
well , we chatted about half and hour i suppose, mostly about the stuff that we are going to do when we reach melbourne . But i don't know why all of a sudden , GF (girl friend)issues just conjured up from nowhere in our conversation , and FYI , he never chatted about this b4 , what a surprise...

well, details are strictly classified , not to mention what happened.
overall : relationshiply fatigue ..

Two simple words , but worth a whole day to ponder...
until now at 9.30p.m in front of my desktop , popsicle in my mouth (damn yummy) , but my thought still left behind at 11.00a.m in the morning , thinking back what he said ..
-how to describe relationship precisely ? finger lickin' good with loads of responsible in the mean time?
Everyday we see people holding hands , hugging each other , but what level of commitment has somebody to put in order to get it? how many responsiblility has somebody (esp guy) burdened in order to forge out the matrimony?

but isn't it contradicted if we say relationship is something that we enjoy?
okay , maybe the responsibility part can be enjoyable in the first few stages in life.. but what about after 20 ,30 and 40 years later? will you still enjoy it?

how about being single with posse around you and give you companies (that's what i strongly suggest) , what do you think? is that better or worse?

no offence but just observe the couples around you ,

they still tied together = yes
look happy or as if nothing happened = maybe
still love each other = i don't know
exhausted (are you tired?)= sometimes

sorry i dun have a conclusion on this post , the conclusion are vary, it depends on what's your perpective in lives and attachment..

CNY

2005-02-12T07:40:00.000-08:00

at alvin's house , from the right : my sis , my younger bro, alvin , andy and me .

OOooppps, OOooppps, after some complains from my dedicated blog readers (thanks first of all) ,i realized that i was under a serious deadline for not being active in posting my blog anymore...sincere apologies ,people.. (with casting the innocent eyes with a little bit of tears)

all of you all must be wondering why the CNY post first instead of something about my reunion party..well , the pics are not yet sent to me yet, may take a while like maybe after this week...(eng keat !! send me the pictures quickly larrrr)

okok CNY , definitely worse than last year , i am not sure but still wondering : is it because of our maturity when we getting older , we just can't enjoy as much as the previous years?
TV shows , darn it, they keep repeating the same CNY hong kee show, damn depressing really ( plus i am going back very soon ). ok let's start one the day 30th , reunion dinner : (shocked) what!!?? i have to go back to padang besar to have the dinner with my father's side relative...maybe readers will thing what's wrong with that?? reality is , i ain't that fond with them , just meet them once a year and totally out of topic to chat with them....just imagine i sat with my sis inside the TV room ourselves and watched the freaking CNY show , GOD!!

first day of CNY : a nice start initially , went to old folks home and distributed the and pau and biscuits, i was sad really to see the old people without sons and daughthers to be visited, what kind of society is this ??? in-feliad arsehole .Next , my my , i went to caving on the FIRST DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR !!! it is called the dark cave (gua kelam) and you have to pass through the cave to reach big garden which is behind the hill...

nothing much one the second and third day , visited alvin and that's all!!!
the rest is just to wait for the day of my departure to melbourne , one more week man~~~....somebody pls comfort me!!! hello~~~~

Home alone

2005-01-30T06:26:00.000-08:00

so freaking bored.....home alone, so just play around with the camera

auntish , writter look

well thanks to my talented tongue and a bitchy/nagging mouth , finally i got the permission to stay alone in penang!!!yohooo
it may sound damn exxagerated for some readers, you know what, i never lived alone b4 coz of my parents over-phobic attitude (scared that didn't lock the gate , clean the house , water the dying cactus, sweep the floor blah blah blah). Maybe they think now i am "matured" enough hmmm ,

ahhhh , staying alone in the five roomed semi-detacthed house definitely is not an easy stuff for me , have to water the plants twice a day , mop the floor once per 2 days (i know i know, maid stuff huh?) , wipe the window once a while (thanks to CNY)..sometimes , when i see those dusty floor waiting me to mop them , i couldn't help but wonder the rhetorical question : when am i going to stop all these stuff , why should i obliged to do it? well , if i refuse all this chores, now i am in perlis now , a boring town which the traffic lights were just installed 15 years ago.

you guys sure will think that i will be so fucking bored right now right? nuh uh..not at all, friends company is the answer that keep me alive until now..
wilson definitely come to my place and watch TV til late night or ray will come and ask me to do shopping..i can't deny ,is easier/wiser to spend time this way...i am not kidding..
few days ago , kok chun suddenly told ray , why not a class reunion this comming week b4 the CNY!! FUCKING-A!! woohoo , i haven't met some of them for already two years~~ but where??? hmmm, nice suggestions, but answer : silence...
agghh god dammit, i just suggested my house and that's it!!

5th of FEB 2005 , time : 6.00pm-1.00am , venue: my place , guest : student from 5 science 1 (2002) attire : casual (but what the hell, if you wear a tux, nobody cares) , condition : just guys, is a bachelor party, hello , no gurls no GF

looking forward for it....

special post

2005-01-28T05:49:00.000-08:00

three victims found

Three Teens Found Near Thailand Border

(Perlis 21/01/05 :)
On the 17th of January 2005 , three modelish cool teenagers were reported missing in Penang and Perlis . But after 4 days of searching , they were finally found blind-folded in a small shack near Bukit Kayu Hitam . According to one of the cool victim , the modelish Kean Isaea who is from Penang, he was attacked on the 17th while he was on the way to Complex Bukit Jambul to do some fabulous shopping . He was covered by a chlorofoam soaked cloth and immediately dragged to Bukit Kayu Hitam and joined the other 2 victims.
Furthermore, acording to the victims, they were threatened by the kidnappers to do some free cheapo runaway , which is a huge taboo for the three cool fashionable victim like them..
They were found sleepy (you know, cool people always have siesta )at 3 o'clock in the afternoon of 21st of january without the presence of the two kidnappers described , according to the victims, the kidnappers were out to look for more cool people for further abduction.

reported by cool cool magazine.

life of a village brat

2005-01-25T09:23:00.000-08:00

a pic with al before the sunsets

failure in cycling

repairing the wheel chain

haven't had a proper meal for ages

love the paddy field

end of a day ,relaxing myself ,bitting the straw

take it or leave it

2005-01-22T04:01:00.000-08:00

thinking hard~~~

look at me (i mean look at the pic) , squeezing my brain out , thinking and fantasizing what should i write for the next blog ~~ arrghhh

actually i was just back from hatyai , a "ok ok" city in thailand where you can find lots of malaysian travel and shop around , esp those just came out from the shopping centre with bulkies of bags containing shampoos , toilet paper rolls and bathing soap.....(seriously, it is "the" shopping paradise for those who lives at the border of thailand and malaysia)

and i bought three t-shirts (one was picked by my mom) ,one very british-indianish shirt (luv it yay~~) and one nice hooded jacket......

oh oh there was one guy who works in one of the shoping complex which i went , he hair, wow, just so cool , girl hairstyle with spikes on the top ,it was so unfortunate that i didn't snap down his pic ,...i like it seriously but i could sense all the people (middle ages) around there were staring at him with the eyes hinting :" look at him ,what happened to the societies' decency??? so gross ewwwkkk !!!~~ "

how discriminating!!!! fuck them hard!!! hey old hags!!!! hello ,is the end of the era , take it or just keep quiet and leave us alone !!
i always wonder , why elderly just can't accept something from the younger generation...short-sighted A-holes~~

Days approaching the Sodom and Gomorrah

2005-01-18T01:11:00.000-08:00

Argghh days in penang has been a life in eden for me , everyday chatting via msn , watching TV hong kong drama series at 6 o'clock , sometimes till 8 ,"suppering" till late night and the "must" routine --- pirated DVD sex and the city at night till 3 o'clock in the morning....damn damn damn , why the goddamn uni has to re-open so early ?

actually i just realised that my holiday has come to "the end" when i heard the booming chinese new year song few days ago at the shopping complex...you know "gong xi gong xi blah blah blah" , hate it so much , freaking annoying...why not christina aguilera's latest hits (she rocks)instead of this boisterous "chinese should liked" song?
i couldn't help but wonder : am i becomming an anti-chinese new year guy who resents the thousands old tradition just because of i don't want to go back to melb because the uni is going to open soon"? AND do you really like CNY??

for me , a cool , mean "children unfriendly" guy , HATE IT~~!!

sorry , i am running out of idea , so may post a new one soon.....ahahhaah

Four mean biatches = 3 hours of bitching session

2005-01-14T10:38:00.000-08:00

royalties : (left to right) brit ,ray and me

yummy iced cappucino

brit!! what are you doing!!???

Introducing brit!!! :
a pal since 2000 , used to be a guy who kinda shy in everything , always look after what he did , act decently for the sake of not embarassing himself..
now~~~ don't even bother what people think about him anymore but just a confident/lusty royalty who like to swear around (thanks to me)
becoming a tutor soon , but always doubt whether he will fall in love with his student , damn daring right? just reminds me of samantha (SATC)..

chilled out with pals yesterday , first of all i ditched my diet session for a night and went to gurney drive to wolf/pig down watever we want , what an exquisite indulgence (hur hur)..my stomach bloated like balloon (aarrrghhhh)
gurney drive as we know is "the" hawker paradise , variety of local delicacies and different people to peep at (hehe)...but one thing just pissed me off tho , they all dressed up so nicely just for the roadside char kuey tiao , laksa and blah blah blah , so penangite (i am different for your info ,i am the cooler one) and so cliche...sometimes when think about ,it makes me hurl...

weekly fact to ponder , sipping hot/chilled coffee after the feastful meal is the "best of tha best" way to calm down your nerves from the greasy oily food , isn't it?
not only helping you to digest the food , but as well boost up the level of metabolism....
info:besides gurney plaza is a stretch of foreign franchise coffee shop which normally visited by teenagers/cool penangites (me me!!!haha) during friday night like Starbucks (so celebs) , Dome , Segafredo (always packed) , Secret recipe and Coffee Bean (the place we went)..

inside the cafe , as mentioned before were a gang of people, celebrating a gal's birthday , but who cares (borrrinnng~~)....
we sat there ,drinking our aromatic beverage with endless of sex jokes and gossips. I can tell you that what we said that day was so freaking hilarious until all the patrons inside the cafe look at us (is true).
sometimes i just think that spending time with friends hanging out carefreely is much much better than sitting at home watching TV and hear your love ones nag the whole day..
yesterday , Brit called and he insisted on treating us another shot of caffein after he recieves his very first salary of tuition next month...*crossing fingers*